Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I want one of those groovy blinging blog pages.
It doesn't seem to work for me.
I tried ,I'm a mac gal, any ideas?
I also am going to eat my 25 year old carpet pretty soon. I wonder how many calories in a square foot of carpet. The good thing is that I am starting to see some changes in my body. About 7 pounds less of me.This is BIG for me. I did a spinning class for about 7 or 8 months and I lost 3 pounds . Worked my ass off. Not literally, as 3 pounds isn't enough not to see after my months of spinning and crapping out my lower back. I actually went to the doctor to see "what was up with that". The classic need to protect oneself by holding on to what you have , FAT. For me it seems I needed to feel loved, encourage, not judged but supported . My husband would debate his never ending support till exhaustion. Hhmmmm.
So where to now. BACK to ME.
I look in the mirror and see me loving myself.
I wouldn't mind loving myself with less of me.
I once read or heard or made it up myself.
"if you put all your crap in a backpack you don't have to look at it"
I'm having a picnic this Sunday.
Backpack special.

Humble pie , forgiveness quench, cupcake surprise
and chocolate dancing bonbons.

To drink , no whining Cabernet. Music , painting and lots of laughing.
Thanks to all the wonderful rain we are getting,
I can do this in my living room.
If I run out of the good stuff to eat.
I always have the 25 year old carpet.

Namaste

2 comments:

Karilynn said...

The carpet sounds tastier than some of the stuff I've been eating lately! ;o) I agree that the support makes a huge difference. I have found that my family and closest friends WANTED to be INCREDIBLY supportive of me... but were always apprehensive because while they REALLY wanted me to succeed... they never ACTUALLY believed it would happen!! One thing I've found is amazing is having people who KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!! And I KNOW YOU CAN!! Cause if I can do it... anyone can! Your blog never ceases to make me smile... thanks for you comment today. I love your artful spirit and even though the webdings entry almost killed me... it keeps me on my toes. PS I printed that bad boy and when I have a minute I WILL play message decoder! ;o)

FIDDLEGOAT PAMELLA said...

I just got what you meant about the webdings entry. I changed the font.
For some reason, whatever font it was, it came out goofy for some of you. Karilynnn thank you for always giving me your time and kind words.
I look forward to your comments always. You help keep me smiling to.
namaste